okaay. i seriously think this is gonna be my last post for the YEAR!
why?? 'cause of the simple reason that my family and i are goin to celebrate the new year in Manila. :( actually, i should be happy. i mean, it's different from our usual new year's itenerary wherein we stay at home. it's gonna be in a diffrent place BUT.. my heart oh-so doesn't want to spend time over there!
i study there so why not spend more time in the very place i grew up in?? :(
i would be more than willing to stay behind but then, *sigh*..
anywaaaay, i'm glad i saw a lot of people during my stay. i was able to meet up with my HS classmates, former ballet classmates and some other people. hahah! :D oh well, i guess that alone, could make me smile. :)
anywaaay, i would be anxiously looking forward to summer break!!! i SWEAR!! i'd surely create long-lasting memories!!!! :))
so, a thank-you-goodbye-toast to 2009! and a welcome-toast to 2010!! :))
i hope for a more fruitful year!! :)
now playing: on and on by stephen bishop
*i had the sudden urge to listen to those old songs! haha! ;P*
i am so glad i'd be able to see my wonderful cousins again after a loooooong time, like 2 months. hahahaha! :))
anyway, i really do miss them! we'll be having a Christmas Party later. cool eh?? i look forward to having fun! :)
then, on saturday! i'll be able to see most of my HS classmates again!!! ureshii~ *v*
then i just received such get-out-of-your-seat-jump-high-say-YEEEEAAAAAAH!-kind-of-news from my ENGLISH teacher!!!
she' moving the deadline for our requirements from monday to wednesday!!!
i know, it ain't muich but.... HEY!
i have 2 days more to cram on it! bwahahaha! ::D HELL YEEEAAAH!! :)
now, this is such a happy day!! i feel blessed already! OH YEAH! :D
okaaay, so i'm already in the second semester of college YET..
i don't know. i feel like i don't belong in THAT place. i don't even feel like i belong within my block. I feel so out of place. they're all so united, so friendly with each other and stuff. when we all get together, i feel sooooooo whatever. i feel like i'm being choked. all i do is sit still, smile on their jokes and greet them hi, hello. we're just mere acquiantances.
i so want to go back to high school!!! or can i just study in the school my high school classmates are studying??? :((((((((
i've become introverted the moment i enetered college. back in high school, i was such an extrovert. joining this thing while joining another. practically, i was such a busybody. i had really cool and awesome friends who were there for me everytime. we were really CLOSE, not like now..... :( they're the sweetest ever.
the moment i look back, i remember, i always had my hands full on any activity i was good at.
i KNOW i'm NOT supposed to compare college and high school 'cause they're different, bla bla bla....
but then, i can't help think.
in high school, i had an inkling of what i want to do. my dreams were concrete in front of me. my hobbies, my likes, my dislikes, they were right in front of me. i know what they are.
but in college! i think i've become such a different person. what i want to become has become blurred in my mind. my dreams are all fogged up by doubt and hesitation. i don't know where i'm going. :(
sometimes, i feel envious that my friends know what they wanna become. i feel envious everytime they say "in the future, i'll be your doctor" or "you'll see, i'll make the best car the moment i graduate" or "i'll be the architect for your house" or "after this, i'll proceed to law".
they're so lucky to know what they want to do. :((
good morning world! :D
it's october 1 already. hihihi! :D such sad news engulfed me today, oh, i mean, yesterday sorta like a few hours ago. :P. :|
our classes will be extended! :(( they made me look forward for sem break but then they break my heart saying they'll extend the classes. such a sad thing! :((
all my wonderful plans will be in vain! gaaaaah! :||
sheeeesh! i was really anticipating sembreak. huhuhuhuhu. :||||||||||
so disappointing. :| and due to this disappointment, me and 3 of my friends went to starbucks to drown ourself in this misery. tsk. :|
misery was the drive for us to go to starbucks but when we arrived there, we were already happy. haha! :D
we had vain moments in starbucks. hahaha! in the CR, in our seats. hahahaha! :D i think we would have looked silly back then. hahaha! plus we changed our names into something else. like me, i used "karylle". hahahaha! :D another used "aubry, another "maui" and the other "roxanne". haha! *did you figure out the category?? :P* anyway, i think my face doesn't suit my name. :P
i'm thinking i should use a japanese name or chinese name or korean name, then fake broken/accented english. :P hahaha! i am proud to say, i'm good at that. wahahaha! i can copy their accent. bwahahaha! >:D *i should try that sometime!* :P
then after that, we were high on caffeine so we went to the college cov courts and did some volunteer work for packing the relief goods for the victims of the ondoy storm. :)
PLUS! i saw...... *kyaaaaaa!!!! :")* that was my reward for being a good girl! 0:)
so cool eh?? t'was fun and fulfilling day!!! :DD
i got news! we won't have classes for a WEEK. :D our classes will resume this monday. weee! :D
but then it's not the time to be rejoicing since the reason for this good news is the storm that hit us last Saturday. :|
many families were really affected by the storm and lost most of their valuables and are now reduced to abject poverty.
good thing, the sun shined already and this little "vacation" is laid for the packing of relief goods here in the Ateneo for those affected by the storm, Ondoy.
it really feels satisfying once you are able to help and once you think that the little things you did in the cov. courts can already help people. :)
today, i helped in collecting goods for our dorm maintenance who were affected by the storm. i feel warm inside knowing that we can help those people who keep the place we live, the dorms, clean, those we bump into everyday in the dorms. it's like a little repayment for the services they have offered to us dormers. :D
anywaaay, i have 2 papers, 1 report, 1 novel, 1 story and 1 long test to accomplish and prepare for the next week. :| soo many. -.-
right now, i'm hoping that the semestral break won't be moved and won't be affected since i already have a ticket for going home!!! :|
i hope they'll retain the schedules as is. *hoping* :|
now playing: ku cha by bang bang tang and hei se hui mei mei
okaaaay. :| today was a scary day! *uweeh~! :S
well it's because in the duration of the day, rain just poured heavily. it really was storming. :|
i supposedly planned on going to Katipunan today ang have my grocery done 'cause i don't have any food ANYMORE!! :((
but since it was raining cats and dogs, i decided not to go. it was a good decision, really. cause shortly, i learned that it was already flooding outside. :|
*wheew* if i had decided to go, still, i would have been stranded there. uweeh~! thank you Lord! 0:)
aanywaay, aside from that i was really thankful that my dad's flight to manila was cancelled. because it would have hadcontinued the flight, they would've had a hard time landing since the wind was really strong.-.-
i could see from my room's window the trees swaying strongly and the wind howling. uwaaa! it was so scary and it was accompanied by the thought that my dad is on an airplane during that dreadful moment! uwaaaa~! but, fortunately, the flight was cancelled, so i was able to breathe again. *thank you Lord! 0:)
so the whole day, i hadn't done anything productive. with regards to schoolwork that is. :D but i was able to finish tantei gakuen q!! :D cool eh?? now that's productive, in my point of view. haha! :D
but seriously, tomorrow, i'm not gonna watch any drama and/or anime!!! :|
i really should be doing school stuff right now but uweee~! i'm watching dramas. eek! :| sooo, i absolutely must not watch dramas/anime or do anything recreational for that matter! haha! :D
anyway, i updated my JDrama to watch, and girl and guy of the moment! :D kekeke. :D
now playing: my place by nelly ft. jaheim
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Personal Thoughts, on my Personal Life
MY TO DO LIST:
Japanese Drama to Watch:
Sore wa Totsuzen, Arashi no you ni
Taiwanese Drama to Watch:
Corner with Love
Korean Drama to Watch:
Marrying a Millionaire
Anime to Watch:
Hayate no Gotoku
Manga to Read:
Girl of the moment:
Guy of the Moment